There i was, sitting under the moon light, looking at the sky, surronded by towers. The sky was so clear i'd gaze in it for hours.

Sad Beautiful Tragic By Taylor Swift, was my best friend. I was all alone.

I wanted a tight hug, a hug that might break my bones and make me cry. I had so many feelings bottled in i couldnt take it anymore.

Its been more than 5 months, i cant handle not seeing you, i cant handle not feeling you by myside. I cant handle thinking you'll ever love someone other than me. I know i dont show you i care, i know im really annoying. I know im not the prettiest girl in the world, but i hope you know that no one will ever love you as much as i do.



Everytime i look around, i see people smiling, laughing, and most importantly its all real. I never thought i'd be a calm, quiet, or even sad. How could you change me this much? You changed my entire life, i cry everytime i think of you and i not being an item. What is going to happen if that happens?



Am i the only one who feels like someone is ripping there heart out when you remember some one really dear to your heart and you barely see them?


I sleep on a wet pillow every single day. I get asked why did i change? Im not the old hyper happy me. I am someone really depressing i have to say.


I never knew i'd be this broken if i dont have you here by my side.


I Miss You . . . .


I type this with cheeks wet as a river, a shirt full of tear drops and sniffs.


All i could say is Allah Kareem <3.


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Hello.


This explains me right now.


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