Sunday, 22 July 2012

Why Cant I Live My Life My Way? Ch.9

Hello, im very sorry this chapter might not be very long, but ill try to make the next chapter longer. I have so many ideas, but i still dont know how to arrange them x_x ! I hope you like this chapter, give me feedback please. Dont forget to follow me on Twitter for more information <3..
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We shouted so Abdallah could give us some attention and find us. He did find us, he came running and shouting, you could see from his face expressions, if he laid hands on these 2 guys, he might murder them.  He finally came and said…

Abdallah:  HEDUUUHM !!! *he was shouting that all the  parking lot echoed, and you could here Abdallah’s voice repeat itself 5 times,loudly*

You could see from the boys expressions, they were nervous, these guys where maybe 16 years old, and really dont know what they were doing (typical;p). As soon as Abdallah came closer, they released us, and went running. Abdallah finally came and said..

Abdallah: Esh sawuuu ?? Sawalkm shaaaiii ?!! *he was shouting, that it scared me*

Yara: La2 la2 masawaw shaaii *i was shivering and crying, since all this was pretty scary*

Abdallah: Yara, met2akda ?! *You could see that he is very worried*

Yara: Eee Abdallah, bas shukran wayd jet w u saved us *i started crying even more whenever i remembered what these 2 did*

Hessa was crying continuesly, i tried calming her down but she didnt.

Abdallah: Yallah ill drop you both home *he demanded*

Yara: La 5alas Abdallah ill call Faisal.

Abdallah: Sektay w deshy lsayara ! *he shouted this time*

We both entered his car, Abdallah dropped Hessa, and told me to hop and sit in the front seat. There was an awkward silence all the ride.Then finally he broke the silence...

Abdallah: Ana asf..*he looked at me once, then back on the road*

Yara: 3ala shnw ?

Abdallah: Iny sara5t

Yara: 3ady *i faked a smile*

Abdallah: Adri ina thy ur fake smile, ana asf wallah, mabga9dy, bs knt wayd 5ayef

Yara: 5ala9 sama7tk*i smiled a REAL smile*

Abdallah: Ee, thy lde7ka ele ana a7bhaa *he smiled*

Yara: Hahaha *i blushed*

Abdallah: Yara, 3ady a6lb 6alab ?

Yara: Tfathal

Abdallah: 5alna nroo7 coffee shop shway abi akalmk f,mawthoo3

Yara: Magdar, bat2a5ar 3al bait.

Abdallah: Ana bakalm omk w bagoolha ma3ay ..

Yara: Okay

He called my mom, took her acceptance and we drove to Starbucks, we entered took a table which is closed we ordered and when our drinks came, Abdallah started talking..

Abdallah: Uhm, inty t3rfeen ana ma7b el laf wel dawaran sa7 ?

Yara: Ee *i was shivering and my heart was pounding, i dont know why*

Abdallah: Gabl masafer America, glt lk ashya met,thakra aw la ?

Yara: La *i did remember everything but i wanted him to talk*

Flashback:- A year ago
Abdallah: Yaraa, ta3aly shway bakalmkkk

Yara: Yallah jay bajeeb may w bajeek

We were at my grandma's house, we go every Wednesday from 4 till 12 or more, and thats how me and Abdallah got closer. I got water and followed him in one of these empty 9ala's at my grandma's enormous house...

Abdallah: Ta3aly jelsy jamby *he patted on the sofa for me to go and sit there, so i did*

Yara: Yalla tkalm waray ahgal w a3mal asra3 *i laughed*

Abdallah: Hahaha sekty hal mawthoo3 momhm

Yara: okaay gool !!

Abdallah: Yara ana abeeky tkoony ly wa7dy, a7bk mnn youm ma 3rftk , abi tkoony murty  um 3yaly, a7bk wallah a7bk w ma7abt a7ad mthl ma7abtk , a3'ar 3aleky mnn kl shai, a7bkkk ! *he looked into my eyes*

I stayed quiet, i was really shocked, i kind of had a feeling he did but i kept pushing it away i dont love him back, i dont want us to grow upart, i loved having a guy best friend this is all going to get ruined :(..
Abdallah: Yara please gooly shai *he kept looking into my eyes*

Yara: Madri shagol Abdallah..*I looked at the ground*

Abdallah: Gooly ay shai please.. *he looked sad*

Yara: Abdallah, ana asfa, bas ana ma a7bk, ana zgeera wayd 3ala hal kalam

Abdallah:  Bas ana maglt a7een.. give me a chance..


Yara: Asfa, inta t3rf iny makalm guys, mabi a5sar my parents' trust, w ana ma a7bk 3'er mthl u5w aw best friend , im sorry .. *I got up to leave, when i felt a pair of hands on my wrist, which gave me shivers..*

Abdalla: Okay, bas youm mnn al ayam bt7ebeny.. *he let go off my hand and i left..*


Abdallah: Mabi a5srk , abi nerja3 nkalm ba3ath, abi your trust again..


Yara: You left after 2 months, didnt talk to me, and then you come back after a year telling me all this? Leaving me wonder if its all my fault of you leaving?! And then come say all this ?! Im sorry , walllah you left me broken and went ! Take me home now Abdallah ! *i said furiously*


Abdallah: Yara, forgive me, ana asf, knt abi ansaky, bas 3rft 7yati bdonk malha ma3na.. please!


Yara: REDNY LBAIT ! *i was shouting now*


Abdallah: Yalla .. *he looked hurt more than ever*


In our way back home, i sat in the backseat not speaking a word, i looked out the window, kept staring and remembering our memorize and how close we were, all of a sudden we stop. He turns around and informs me that we are home..

Abdallah: Bye

I didnt even reply i was to hurt to reply.

I took a hot water, kept thinking of how he thinks i would still be waiting for him, and how he thinks i didnt move on, after he left me, broken and killed me shway shway.. I got out, put on my pj's and went to sleep without even checking my phone...


TO BE CONTINUED..

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