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Mom: Ibrahim, calm down 5ala9 please *cries*
I hugged mama..
Amal: Mama jad 3ndk cancer?!!!! *swallowing the lump in my throat*
Mom: Eeee *cries*
Amal: Mama mnn matta?!
Mom: Since we were in Riyadh, i had to get treatment, bs maknt abi a5awfkom fa glna 7ag your dad's work, bs it became very serious so kan lazem ingool lkm *cries very hard*
Dad: Yalla ya kbeera, abeek tejma3een a3'rathk w tetle3een men elbait, esh drany ymkn ta5deen drugs ba3ad...
Amal: Babaa *crying* asfa,, bas kl my friends galooly smoke fa i tried it baba walla asffa *i cry*
Dad: Ru7y 3'rftk w collect your things mabeeek in my house ! *he was furious*
I ran to my room and started crying, this is horrible, akeed its a night mare! The worst 2 weeks of my life esh 9ayr?! Flashbacks hit me and tries came even more. Then knowing that i might loose my mom killed me, i always thought my mom was going to be next to me, bas knowing she is near death scared me. Me and my mom have been best friends, yes she screams at me and sometimes i say stuff i dont mean, bs knowing that i wont hear her screams every day kills me...</3
After all that, i dont have a house either, i collected my things really quickly and left the house without saying goodbye to anyone.
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I had a little amount of money in my wallett i had about 500 $ , i am from the kind of girl who saves money incase anything ever happens, and i had my credit card, thank god my dad put my allowence in it last week, i went to the bank asked for them to give me all the money which was in my card.
I have 1200 $. I started searching for hotel rooms, they were to expensive, i didnt have any friends to go to, but "James". I brushed away that thought, i roamed around for hours, then decided to go to a park and sit for a while.
I tweeted: Cheap hotels in California?
My phone ringed, and it was an unknown number..
Me: Hello...
...: Hi
i know this voice, i know it well, my eyes were filled with tears. It was James.
Me: What do you want?
James: There is my house, cheapest hotel alive..
HOW DID HE KNOW?! I BLOCKED HIM!
Me: HOW THE FUCK DID YOU KNO? LEAVE ME ALONE! I DONT WANA SEE YOUR FACE!
I hung up..
He sent me a message:
Try this hotel : ********* Hotel. Very cheap.
I wonder why he is still helping me. I went to that hotel, it was so cheaaap, it looked cheap! Its 50$ per week! That was a great price!!
I went to my room, opened the door and saww..
Walls with crackings, it seemed like there "white" (which seemed black from dirtyness to me) was falling, the bed was one of these wooden ones, it was on the ground, it didnt have any metals to push it up. It smelled so disgusting, the blanket was scary, and the pillow was ruined, the bathroom had these bathrooms that are on the ground, no no not flush, the ones on the ground and has a hole in it :)!!
I couldnt leave, this was the cheapest thing. Well, thankgod i got my blanket and pillow.
I sighed and said "Mm, well this is my new house" Tears started to fall so much, i couldnt resiste it, i am not strong, i am weak, i am so weak. I cant hold my body anymore, ana t3bt mn el 7yat hathy, wsh ele sar feeny?!!!!
I sat on that bed, looked around and cried harder and harder! Then remembered my mother, wwwooooowww, i cried moreeeeee, mama is gana leave me?!! i couldnt handle this anymore !!
I was alarmed by my stomach making voices, great im hungry. I ordered pizza, i used 10 $ only not wanting to waste my money, i put my phone on the charger, ate and went to bed.
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I decided to drop out of school, i need to search for jobs, i need to get money so i could live. If i have no money ill be homeless =). I know my dad, he's stubborn, he loves me, but wont change his mind.
I wore a shirt and a pair of jeans, and ran to search for jobs. I checked in resturants to wash dishes or even clean grounds, i was desprite for work.
I got accpted in Macdonalds to wash dishes, 2 dollors per hour :)</3!! I stayed till 11 working there, it means i collected 22 $ i got with 5 dollars ciggarets, and the rest was hidden, i went home and slept.
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The next day i went to work again, with every dish i washed, tears dropped. I wasnt used to this, i really wasnt. I hated my new life. I hate the new me. I have no family, nor friends.
Ive always wanted to be a Lawyer, guess im gana be a dish washer than a lawyer.
I was thinking and thinking and thinking when
SMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASH.
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