Who Am I? -Ch.1

There i was , sitting in one of the chairs in school. My face in my hands, crying silently. I hid my tears perfectly, i learned how to cry slowly too. I faked a smile, and i tried to move on. I keeped crying and crying for mostly the whole class. It was a free class. I was a new girl, it was my third day, the first 2 days i tried my best not to cry, and i didnt. I faked laughs, smiles, and well, happiness. Then i couldnt, i am from the kind of person who , if they need to cry they have too. My new classmates were acctually really nice, but they werent my old friends. They werent my best friend, and i know they wont be.

This is the second time i change schools since we moved here, im in the 10th grade. My name is Clara. I am half Saudi, and half American. I have long/medium brown hair, dark brown eyes, cheeky face, and well, every other character like any human. I have 1 brother, his name is Jamal. We lived in America all my life, i was so happy. But my parents said, we need to come back to Riyadh. I lived in Riyadh for a couple of months when i was a kid. That was it. My parents said we need to be back. My mother turned Muslim el7amdella. She wears the Hijab too. I go to an American School though, a mixed school.


 TRIIIIIIIIIIING.

The bell stopped my train of thoughts, and alarmed me that it was time to wipe my tears and fake a smile. I quickly wiped them, carried my bag and stood up when a girl, Dana, said: "Clara, why are you so quiet? Why didnt you sit with us?" and she smiled. Dana was a really tall girl, who had really long hair, she was boney, and she wore glasses, she was cute, and nice. She was the first one who talked to me on the first day of school. "Oh, i was just tired" I said. I hate it when i have to lie, and fake a smile. But i had too. I faked a smile, held my head up, and well moved on :).



The day passed by. I went back home finally. I had lunch, i know food could change my mood on anything. Since my friend Annie isnt with me anymore, but i could see Annie every weekend cause she used to come to Riyadh every week, her dad is Saudi too. Annie is 1 year older than me, she is the sweetest person ive seen, ive always had best friends before, but like her i didnt find. Many people said we looked alike, haha, i miss her. She has long black hair, a chubby face like mine, dark brown eyes, and well a sexy body but she has a tummy.


I ate then went on my blackberry and texted my baby.


Clara/Life Sucks:):


Baby im back!


Frank/Missing You</3:


I miss you so much, school is horrible without you come back please :(



Frank, is my boyfriend. Or should i say my life, i love him so much, he is so nice, he is as old as i am ! His birthday is before me in 1 week only, i remember on my last birthday he got be a diamond necklace, i met him in America. He is pruely American. But he learned Arabic for me. He's Muslim, he's tall, has black hair, black eyes, and tanned body.



Whenever i talked to him id cry, i miss him so much...

I chatted with him for a while then went to sleep ready to go to Hell tomorrow :)

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