A Fresh Start Ch.24 (The end)

Heey..





LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA2222 !!! MAMAAAA LAAAA222 !!!!


Me: Baba, what kind of jokes are these? Yalla 3a6ny omi



Dad: Ta3aly mustashfa *******



Me: BABA 3A6NY OMY!



Dad: Ta3aly w kalmeeha !



I raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan out of starbucks and took a cab to the hospital , i asked for the room. I went to them.. Obooy kan ga3d y9eey7 silently, w Rashood kan ga3d jamba y9eee7 so hardd w y5ab6 fl arth!!!



Me: Wein omy?!



Baba was silent.


Me: ANA GLTLK WEIN OMY?!


Dad: Yuba, ed3eelyha *he cried again*


I crashed down. I couldnt hold this in anymore, 7yati kelhaaa 5ara eb 5ara !!!!!! :)



ME: WADOOOOOOOOOONY 3ND OMY!!!! AHHHHHHH ABI OMYY *crying* OMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MAMAAAAAAAAA GOOOMY!!! YGOOLON TARAKTEENY HNY ALONE!!!!! MAMAAAAA TA3AALLYYYY BSR3AAA !!! MAMAAAA YALLLAAAAA WNKKKK !!! *crying and shouting*


Doctor: QUICK QUICK IVE HER SOMETHING THATS GANA CALM HER !

They came and carried me, gave me a shot and  i closed my eyes..



I opened them, to find myself in the room, with a drip in my hand, w maska yad Rashood.


I coughed, i drank water


Me: Babaa


Dad: Ha amal are you ok?


Me: Wadoony 3nd mama abi ashufha...


Dad: Omk matat Amal *tears fell*



Me: Bashufha le a5er marra yuba :'(!!!!!!!!!!



Dad: Gomy awadeek... *tears fell akeed*


They took me took me to this cold room, that had "dead people" in :)</3 !


I said.. Please leave me alone with her shway...



They did..



Amal: Mama, 7ata wnty shaklk ta3ban w fhal 7ala 7elwa, jamalk mu 6abee3y, jamal galbk, jamal a5lagk, jamal wajhk, mama laish r7ty ? This is too early yuma, i need you by my side yuma, nasety iny shabehtk al 9ageera? Yuma laish ya 7abebty inty?  Ana adri ink 3aysha bas tmathleen 3alay 9a7? Yalla yallah goomy 3ad, nkta sa5eefa *i pushed her hand slowly* yalla yuma ga3da ant'herk , matabeen enroo7 Starbucks methel kel youm??  Yalla 7abebty  yuma goomy, please mamaaa ! *i fell on the ground and my eyes started dripping tears* Tara mama hay lnekta 9arat very lame, w inty t3rfeen tmathleen 5ala9 yala goumy !! Mama, ya3ny matabeen tgoumeen? Wallah a54thk LV ajeeblk kl shai, jama3t floos kether bas 3shan ajeeb hadya lek</3. Mama *sniffs* Please latetrkeeny la7aly yumaaa.. We need you mama, i need you mostly mama :'(!!!!!!! AHHHH YUMAAA A555 LAISH R7TYYYY W SEBTEENY F,HAL 7YAT L7ALY !! ;'(



I stayed there for hours, crying and trying to wake up my mom. No use :).



A week passed i kept crying, and crying, radet elbait, bas ma2akl wala shai.


We decided to go back and live in Riyadh. R7na w dafanaa omy.


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Kl youm aroo7 akalmha 3ala asas inha ga3da tetb5 lena, aw ga3da etsare5. Sawet everything omy kanat tabeeny asaweeh...



Me holding her picture..

Me: Mamaaa shuufy i arranged my room klha ALONE. Masa3adatny lmaid aw Rashood 7ataaa, yallah ta3aly goolyly sha6raa, w goolyly inha mu natheefa 3shan i do it again yallah 7abebty *tears*


We stayed like this, i stayed like this, my dad didnt get married, he loved my mother. I quite smoking, i study again bs 3shan omy tefra7 feeny. Tala stayed by my side, matetrekny la7aly.

Ana akalm omy kl youm all the time, sa3at adg 3ala hatefha, afta7 lconvo w atkaalaaam.


Ymkn tgooloon 3any majnona, bs mara7 tefhamoon ela lama etjarboon shnw ya3ny you loose your MOM. Its not like loosing your boyfriend or even girlfriend. El om 3'air...



I was once thinking, What happened in the past year? I thought it was going to be a Frest Start, bas to be it wasnt... I keep asking myself this question over and over and over...



Was this a fresh start or a tragedic ending? ....









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Heeeeeeeeeeey again! :D


I finished the story, i know it wasnt the best endings, but i wanted you to see, how some people change from friends, how they get influenced, how boys could do horrible things to girls, how if you once were fighting with your mom w glty : ANA AKRHK. Ebtendameen 3shan you could loose her.
Friends arent always good, w kl shay allah yktebah lazem ey9eer...

Im sorry etha 5alet anyone y9eey7 from the ending, cause i did :)</3 !! BAROO7 ALM OMY!!! :'(


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