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We went with the guy i was so nervous, i was afraid, i was about to cry.
The guy: Okay, w shtaboony asawy? *folded his hands*
There were a couple of guys sitting there, that worked in the movies.
Us: Uhm..
The guy: Estath Mohammad ..*looking at a guy who wore a uniform like him, but fancier one guessed it was the manager*
Mr Mohammad: Na3am?
The guy: Kanu ga3deen yetbawasoon, shtabeeny asawy?
Mr Mohamamd: *looked at me and Salih* You cant do these things in open places, many people come and complain when they see 2 doing these stuff, we dont accept this to happen in our theaters, since many watchers return the tickets and say manabi enshuf el film , fi 2 are doing this this this..
Yara: Asfeen *i looked at the ground*
Mr. Mohammad: I4a taboon tkamloon el film deshaw w shoofoh..
Yara; La thankyou *and i ran off*
Salih: Mashkoor *followed me*
Salih: Yaraa wait wait
I was already crying.
Yara: Why did you have to kiss me *cries*
Salih: Its alright nothing happened 5ala9 7abebty ta3aly lets go eat something *pulled me from my wriste, we ate at chili's he made me forget everything, but i was still guilty, i was going to die from the guiltyness that was in me*
He dropped me to the hotel and said he wanted to see me tomorrow ...
I went up to the room, and started crying so much. I hated myself for kissing him back. I always said, i wont ever kiss a guy other than my husband, i was going to kill myself from hating myself. If my parents know there trust will go. Allah wont forgive me, i started crying more and more. I kept esta3'fering God so he could forgive me.. Hessa comes in sees me runs to me and says..
Hessa: Yara esh feeh??? *worried*
I couldnt tell her, i was afraid, i was afraid she was going to look at me in a way of disgust. We always talked about girls who french kisses, but i couldnt help it my emotions and hormones over took me.
Yara: Wala shai *i hugged her*
Hessa: Yara tell me!!!
Yara: I cant say Hessa
Hessa: You hide secrets from me?!
Yara: Im afraid you will look at me in a different way, i cant say *i cried*
Hessa: I wont! Your my sister now tell me!!
I trusted her, shes my sister she wont think wrong , i need to tell someone!
Yara: Salih kissed me *i started crying*
Hessa: Faisal kissed me too *she hugged me*
Yara: WHAT?! Why didnt you tell me?!!!!!!
Hessa: Same thoughts that ran through your head ran in mine, and Faisal said not to tell anyone!
Yara: I feeel so guilty! I am going to die !!
Hessa: I felt that for a couple of days then i stopped...
Yara: So do you guys kiss all the time now?
Hessa: No we did once and thats it.
Yara: im glad im not the only one! Yarab sam7ny!!
Hessa: He will inshallah
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At 12 we decided to go out, all of us, Salih with us ofcourse. I couldnt look at him, i really couldnt. Thoughts of breaking up with him ran all through my head. Couldnt get this thought out of my head. He'd look at me smile, and i'd turn around. We went to Amwaj-Lagoon, it was this fancy Island in Bahrain, Lagoon was like a park, it had so many coffee shops, resturants, and had the beach in the middle it looked amazing. There was grass in some places, if you looked around you'd find American couples sitting togather, hugging laughing.
This is how it looked from a higher view, we were walking on the small roads, that had grass and floors. It was great.. There is Costa and Johhny Rockets there, we decided to go eat at Johnny Rockets..
We sat like this:
Hessa-Me-Latifa-Aunty Tala-Abdallah
TABLE
Faisal-Salih-Baba-Mama
We all ordered food, Salih kept kicking me from under the chair, wanting me to look at him and talk to him, he'd ping, i closed my phone. I wasnt feeling well at all. He kept pushing my chair, i got pissed i just got up and ran outside. Kept running and running and running! I had my headphones and mobile in my pocket, plugged music and kept running as fast as i can. Im glad i was wearing converse, because if sandals i'd probably been dead.
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