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I kept sitting down in the dark ally, i couldnt move. I never saw Salih this mad or angry. He was so red, his eyes had tears in it. He was shouting at me. I didnt know what to do in the moment. My heart kept racing, it kept beating. Thinking, did i just end it with the guy i love? Did i just end everything with the guy who was about to risk his life to save me? I opened my phone, i needed music. This time, i didnt need anyone. Not Hessa, not Salih and not even my parents. I wanted to say alone. I found water on my phone, thats when i noticed i was crying. I opened my phone and put shuffle. (Please read the lyrics carefully <3)
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
This song, was the song for me right now. It said everything in my mind. I wondered how my phone knew my mood and put that.. I kept repeating it over and over and over for about 30 mins, and my tears wouldnt stop. Why did i have to hurt him? I hated myself in the moment. I opened my BBM Chats i had 2 Chats...
Hessa: I told your parents you were going to run for about an hour then you'll come back, what happened, why is Salih so furious?
Yara: Ill tell you later, thanks!
Ended chat.
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Salih: Loads of pings. (That was before we fought)
Then nothing.
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My heart hurted me, he didnt even talk to me, i was about to close BBM and lock my phone , when the Recent Updates lit up. I opened and saw that Salih changed everything in his profile, which made my tears fall harder and harder.
--His name was: Salih Y7eb Y ;*
Its now: Salih B-)
--His status was: I only miss you when im breathing..
Its now: Availabee<3<3!
--His picture: I Love Youuu Y *.*
Now: Your not even worth it anymore.
I saw this. I felt hurt. It felt like someone was hitting my heart, like someone was hitting it with a hammer. He doesnt care. He accepted us breaking up.
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