A Fresh Start -Ch.2

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It was my first day of school.


I was afraid, tired, sleepy, frightened, nervous, my heart ached. I kept telling myself.

Calm down Amal, its nothing to worry about.


It isnt your first time in a new school, or a new girl..


BUT IT WAS MY FIRST IN AMERICA!

So what? Its fine!


What if people started bullying me or guys pushing me in lockers !!

You need to stop watching movies you know?..

Maybe your right but i had the right to get frightened okay?!


Calm down w 5ala9! Its bad enough you didnt have enough sleep !


Ughhhh ! Im such an idiot for moving here!


You know it isnt your desicion if you moved or not 9a7?

Shutup you stupid voice.




Okay, i admit it. I seriously lost my mind. Yarabi. Its 5:30 AM, i couldnt sleep all night, maybe i got an hour of sleep, then woke up to bad dreams of getting kidnapped from school, from one of these black people in movies. (not being racist)


At 6 i finally got out of bed, i went to the kitchen in our apparment, decided to get some cookies. Chocolate isnt just sugar to me, it is my second best friend. When no one could calm me down, i go to it. Thats probably the most thing i eat. Ofcourse chocolates and candies are my love!


We had a bowl on the middle of the table, it had alot of kinds of chocolates. There was Flake, Galaxy, Milky Way, Crunchie, M&Ms, KitKat, Menestrels, Twix, & Bounty. My family, is a sucker for sugar. I wonder why we arent obbese. I am 166 cm & my weight is 59 to 60. Thats normal and my BMI is 21.1. (thats real;p) I wonder why i am not 10000000 kg im supposed to be ! Aggh. I unwrapped the Crunchie bar, and bit it. Feeling the chocolate become moist and smooth in my mouth, my saliva breaking down the pieces of small biscuits in it. After 2 mins, i finished it. I was still not calm, i took the whole bowl and went to the sitting room.


I put my legs on our table, the bowl on my thighs. Schools in America start 7:30 or 8. So i decided to watch a movie till 7, and at 7:30 ill go get ready.

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7:30

I wanted to get dressed, i threw the empty chocolate wrappers in the bin, and returned the bowl to its place. I wanted to wear something deccent but i wanted to fit in..

I wore...

 

 

I am not that big of a fan of Toms, so i decided to wear converse, since i might run no one knows.


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 I am now about to enter the school, my brother, Ahmad, is in a different school. Many students were entering, i decided to enter too.


Everyone was looking at me. EVERYONE. I am not a blondie, nor white as they all are. Girls gave me dirty looks, guys gave me looks i never really understood. I counted myself as pretty. I did have a little confidence in me. I'd motivate myself all the time when people look at me, but this time it was way different. That little voice in the back of my head wasnt there.


UGHHHH!! I was walking with my face red as a tomato, i bumped into a girl..


Girl: Heeey, arent you that new girl everyone is talking about? Uh, from that Islamic country, What was it called again? *she had an amazing english accent*


Amal: Hi, yes i am that new girl, from Saudi Arabia.


Girl: Im Carly, your in the 10th grade right?


Amal: Ee, i mean Yeah *i "face-palmed" myself*


Carly: Oh then you are with me in class.. Come ill show you around!


Amal: Thanks alot!


Carly had green eyes, white fair skin, long blond shinny hair, she was taller than me in 2 inches maybe, she had an amazing body! I bet all the guys are crazy over her.

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Math Class..


I was sitting next to Carly, she showed me the school, gave me my locker, i met my classmates, but there was this girl called Laura, she just didnt like me. It showed. She kept giving me dirty looks and stares, whispears with her friends and laugh ! Well, for my amazing luck , her locker was next to mine! Wohoooooo!