Why Cant I Live My Life My Way? Ch.25

Hello! Okaay, i wont write my chapters as big paragraphs only, ill mix conversations. I didnt write convos in yesturday's post is because i wanted to write what the character felt (Yara). So maybe you felt the same way, and couldn't express what you felt so i decided to help a bit;p.

Oh, the story is half fictional, half true. If this story works out, ill write a better one too. Just get me motivated please by commenting, your comments make my day<3

BTW, SOMEONE COMMENTED ON MY LAST POST, YOU DONT KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS ! YOUR COMMENTS MAKE MY DAY <3.

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After a couple of hours of tears and sobbing, i decided to stop. I wanted to see my friends, i wanted to do something. Because if i stayed alone for one  more hour im going to kill myself.



I opened my BB chats, i was still not in the mood for Salih, i didnt want him to see i woke up and ignored, i kept : 'Sleeping' as my status and didnt open his chat, i wrote in the search box: H--


Hessa

Hala


I opened Hessa's chat and typed..


Yara Al X: PING!!!
HESSAA LETS GO OUT!! IM SO TIRED AND BORED PLEASEEE


Hessa Al X: Okaayy, ill pass by your house in about 1 hour get ready <3


Yara Al X: Ok love you ;;)


Hessa: Me more :$



I locked my BB, went and took my mothers acceptance to go out, i wanted to get dressed, so i wore a pair of skinny jeans and a flowy shirt with sandals. I had my hair straightened, i applied a little makeup because my face was so puffy from all the crying. I took my Charolina Herrera purse and ran outside because Hessa was there. I decided its finally time to talk to Salih since he was pinging me for hours.


Salih Al X: Morning hun <3
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!


Yara Al X: Morning ;*


Salih Al X: Kefk?<3


Yara AlX: Gd you?


Salih Al X: Gd if you are gd <3


Yara Al X: Im out ill talk 2 you when i get hme (:


Salih Al X: Wein out?


Yara Al X: With Hessa, mall.


Salih Al X: Why didnt you ask?

I was already pissed enough, so i read the chat and didnt reply, both Hessa and I changed our pm's too: Out With Hessa, Out With Yara <3. Then i put my phone on Phone Only and threw it in my purse.


We went to Faisaleyah Mall, whenever i felt bad i'd shop or eat candies. So i got myself a big bag of candies and we went and shopped for Makeup. Hessa asked me a couple of times but i didnt tell her why. I checked my phone i had a message...


Heey baby <3,

Its me from Ask.. mhmm, i see your in Faisaleyah with Hesso, shes pretty right? But i find you much and way prettier. Listen, when will you be mine forever? or shall i just send this to your parents..


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I opened the pic and the pic was me and Salih, in Hessa's house's garden on her mother's birthday! OMG! Salih was holding my hand and i was giggling ! Omg omg omg omg omg! What should i do?!


My face just changed to all colors, Hessa noticed, she got my phone out of my hand and read everything. She was very shocked and scared. She hugged me tight and i exploaded in tears , we went to sit in Starbucks and i started crying and telling her about everything i went through.


Hessa: Laish magltyly?! W mnn wein lh hal 9oora?!


Yara: Hessa madri madri !! *sniffs*


Hessa: Its okay its okay 5ala9 dnt cry <3*hugs me*


Yara: Im not talking to Salih either.. *i told her everything i felt*


Hessa: Bas you still love him.. right?


Yara: Ee i guess..


Hessa: 5ala9 tell him 3an esh t7seen w ymkn yt3'ayar


Yara: Ill tell him fl lel..


Peep peep, i just got a new message..


Remember dont tell anyone, if you do, your  picture will be all around your new school ****** Schools, and with your parents ;)

Love, A <3



We decided to go home, Hessa came over, she sat with Faisal for an hour then left and i was left with my thoughts, i talked to Salih. But didnt tell him what i felt.. I will tomorrow :3